tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39019070772216322872024-02-07T12:43:11.176-06:00~ 2010 ~ A Time for ChangeMelisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.comBlogger61125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-18107272504217254942010-02-04T23:13:00.004-06:002010-02-04T23:28:25.466-06:00Week 2<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_gwrkCC_yy2wJXwsdZaNVJzz6LzAN-D_I1ZcNR5xpOvPXa5C80L6Xdtfc0qLSTGY4F36R56xmSD6_CkAk8xIPc_w908ON_b006DEEdpDsusIU7EnkWReDzXJMMizPFI1-LOotPuHyNQU/s1600-h/2+wk.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5434626873743989202" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 182px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_gwrkCC_yy2wJXwsdZaNVJzz6LzAN-D_I1ZcNR5xpOvPXa5C80L6Xdtfc0qLSTGY4F36R56xmSD6_CkAk8xIPc_w908ON_b006DEEdpDsusIU7EnkWReDzXJMMizPFI1-LOotPuHyNQU/s320/2+wk.jpg" border="0" /></a> <div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I lost <strong>2.6lbs</strong> this past week and again updated the other blog and not this one. Ooops. I also did really good eating and controlling my emotional urge to snack but I never did get off my butt and exercise. Ooops? I know I need to get moving and eventually I will.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">On Wednesday I had an appointment with a general practioning doctor. I've seen no one but my Ob/Gyn for years and years and felt it was time for me to go in and get a routine examination so as not to continue to walk around oblivious to possible problems. I have been blessed with good health - no major illness', no injuries, no surgeries, not even many sick days - low resting heart rate, low end of normal blood pressures - heck, I even still have 20/20 vision. I do not feel that I take these for granted. I thank God that myself and my entire family are healthy but I know that my weight could be the primary factor in future health problems if I don't get a handle on them now and put the obesity behind me. Overall the visit was good. My dr sees no reason for concern but I will go in tomorrow morning for a fasting blood draw to verify other things - cholesterol etc.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I know I have a long road ahead of me but am, at this point, determined to see it through to maintenance. I want my good health to include a healthy weight.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I am at but the beginning of a long road but look forward to journey. :)</span></div></div>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-12599818855868513202010-01-30T10:19:00.008-06:002010-01-31T22:18:37.202-06:00Week 1 ~ aka: The Final Wk 1<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I'm still here!! I haven't given up ...again... already. I am also doing a group </span><a href="http://sadietclan.blogspot.com/"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#009900;"><em>weightloss blog</em> </span></a><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">with some good friends and managed only to update that blog on Wednesday which is my normal weigh in day.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I have decided to put it all out there this time. A friend of mine outside of the other blog also just happened to decide to try again on the same Satruday a week ago and she did something a little different, she told anyone and everyone that she was trying to lose weight. She says it helps keep her on track and accountable. While I hadnt kept it a secret last year that I was trying to lose weight I also hadn't purposely put it out there so publicly. I wonder if it would truely help? The downside that immediately comes to mind is the "can you eat that?" I think I can handle that and am considering going public. Not only with the weightloss journey but another journey that I decided to tackle sometime last year.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"><strong><em>I want to run a half marathon.</em></strong></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Wow, never thought I'd say those words. I do not consider mysef a runner, have never wanted to be a runner, swore I would only run when chased and my life depended on it. Something started changing in me last year and it was almost like a calling. Our city hosted a marathon that also had a half marathon element and I thought to myself that I could do that. I could run a half marathon. I can do anything I put my mind to. I kept getting little signs about running and the thought lingered in my mind for a few weeks and the clencher was the episode of The Biggest Loser when Rebecca closed with her running of a half. She was in tears knowing that if she could do this anyone could. She never imagined that she could have done something like that but now her life was changed.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I plan to begin the Couch to 5k training program and contineu beyond the 5k to run the half marathon here in my city in the fall.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Now I'm off to enjoy my Saturday, get a stopwatch, good sports bra and get going on the road to my half marathon!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Oh, I almost forgot. I lost 2.2lbs as of Wednesday. I have been 100% on program since last Saturday and intend to stay that way. Here's the scale shot of last Wednesday:</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432574174425323890" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 182px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7vNTgW5j14YvadCH1c-DL_FzGrIKp7szCEOxhHRu7gK9x8Bt0P7K6rMjSOXNptgETya3s8rjB2DFP5hPb8ouRVDRkbVvgXIoFRG0oFEHDzviDthf2HEiy7Tbniv05Q7CoNhb-UgIo-fM/s320/IMG_9771.JPG" border="0" /></span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-35361923661607129432010-01-24T23:13:00.003-06:002010-01-24T23:18:42.936-06:00No Longer M. I. A.<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">This blog began in January of last year when I vowed to start what was to be be my final weight loss journey. I was certain this time I would have the determination to see myself to goal..whatever that may end up being and stay there. I would get the weight off and keep it off permanently.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">The year started off really well and by mid July I had lost 43lbs! I was very near half-way to goal. Then, I lost steam, willpower, determination etc. I soon started skipping weigh ins and all but abandoned this blog which I had also been adamant would not end up being one of those blogs/websites that starts off with loads of enthusiasm and progress only to lose steam and wind up being one of those found in searches that hasn’t been updated in eons. Poor little orphaned weight loss sites. I didn’t/don’t want mine to be like that! I also don’t want to be afraid of saying what I </span><a href="http://findingme-lisa.blogspot.com/2009/01/womans-sacred-number.html"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#006600;">weigh</span></a><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"> or what I’ve lost. </span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I had every intention of using the picture of my starting weight as the header picture for this blog last year and then post each scale picture as proof of my success, or lack thereof, each and every week. I was diligent about taking the pictures but never posted them and when success eluded me for more and more weeks in a row I stopped taking the weekly scale pictures. I need to begin that again.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">This time will be different. I resolve to weigh every week no matter the results and post them here. I have to be accountable when the times are tough not just when I have success.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I have to take my before pics this week. I really appreciated being able to visualize the success before and have considered a slightly more drastic approach this time. More on that later.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color:#663300;">Here’s to 2010.</span></span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-22383982722202827682009-09-06T15:24:00.002-05:002009-09-06T15:36:05.289-05:00S.O.S. …. I’m OOS!!<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Where I work OOS stands for Out of Service and while I’m not exactly Out of Service, I am definitely <em><u><strong>O</strong>ut <strong>o</strong>f <strong>S</strong>hape</u></em><strong>!</strong> <u> </u></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I truly started this journey more to be at a healthy weight and to set a healthier example for my children than to be “hot”. I was tired of being winded from something as simple as climbing one set of stairs. Today I was reminded that, while I am 30lbs lighter than when I started this journey I am not necessarily in any better cardio health. I mean, I don’t workout with any regularity and it shows. You see, I decided to go for a bike ride with my son and intended to be out for an hour. Ok perhaps, just perhaps, if the chains had allowed me to adjust them as they were intended I might have stayed out longer but the truth of it is my legs were burning within the first few minutes and I returned to the house short of breath and heart racing after just 25min.<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Deep down yes, I’d love to be a hot mama but more importantly I’d like to be able to ride with my child until he is ready to return home and not when his mother is in need of a rest. I’d love to look good naked but truth be told I’d be happy to be at a normal BMI and not have a closet full of clothes with only a few that “fit right now”.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I must get back into the habit of moving and doing so with regularity. I may just have to go against my nature and make a plan. Map out my workouts and stick to them until they become second nature as they were for a brief period earlier in the year. I have got to turn this around and get to my healthy goal. I think that for this challenge, the GAG one, I would like to make it to Onederland...I haven't wanted to say that out loud because that was the same goal I'd had for end of Summer...and that failed in big bold neon fashion. This time I will do it. I <em>will</em> start the new year in Onederland and make a solemn vow to myself and all of Blogland that I will <strong>NEVER</strong> allow myself into the 200s again!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I think I may have just answered my own distress signal...</span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-43577384554233029562009-09-02T21:01:00.005-05:002009-09-02T22:01:04.029-05:00GAG Wk1 Gameplan and Recipe<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I intended to log on this morning and share an NSV from my very first (ok, more like one hundredth 1st day) back on plan and then saw Shielas challenge and decided to combine my NSV with the challenge requirements.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">What is my Non Scale Victory you ask? Well, after lunch yesterday I got a call that we were to go to Olive Garden for dinner to meet my brother in law. He was in town from out of state and would only be here a couple of days before returning hm and soon being deployed overseas. Typically this would have been a Woo Hoo Breadsticks moment - not this time. I immediately wished I could get out of dinner and have my already planned teriakyi pork chops, baked potato and green beans. What to do? You are faced with a challenge - a special event - what do you do? I used the tools sitting right of me and went to the website and sought out nutrional information (NI). I checked which entree would be my best option and even had an alternate incase they didnt have my first choice. I did the homework on what a breadstick would "put me back" and went into the meal with a plan! *gasp* Me? A Plan!? Who woulda ever thought it. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I ate minestrone while others ate the salad which deceptively has very high calorie/fat dressing and indulged in a single breadstick before my herb-grilled salmon arrived. Ahhh. The satisfaction of not allowing myself to derail was wonderful.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">Now this isn't always the way we can make a plan...I mean, is there a NI website available for your close friends BBQ spread? NO..so what can you do to be better prepared to stay on your plan? Here are a few ideas: 1) eat before you go (I was going to say this before I read Lucrecia's blog I swear) if you are already full or close to full before you go you are less likely to over indulge. 2) know your weakness and bring a healthy alternative - if you love dips/appetizers bring a healthier version of a favorite and stick to it, if you are a dessert person bring something sweet that you know exactly what went into it so that you aren't guessing at what you are consuming. 3) Keep water in hand or gum in mouth. Sometimes the simpliest of things can keep us from mindless eating. I have successfully thwarted overdoing it at a party myself by keeping a fresh piece of gum in my mouth all night.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">As for a healthy alternative recipe. Here is one I got from a fellow online Weight Watcher that I've seen since with various names as well as several recipe variations but <strong><u>every single</u> time</strong> I've made it I've gotten rave reviews and it has <strong>dissappeared</strong> so here goes:</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#663300;">*forgive this, I now can't find a recipe w/ the ingredients I use and since I first made it I just throw it together to taste - no recipe</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"><strong>Texas Caviar</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">2 can black beans, 15oz size, drained</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">1 can kernel corn, also 15oz, drained</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">3-4 green onions/scallions, chopped</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">1/2 red onion, chopped</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">1/4c chopped cilantro</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">zest & juice from one lime</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">1/2 - 1c italian dressing (I use Kraft Free Zesty Italian)</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">Now, I also actually use frozen corn, since I dont buy can corn, and just fill the empty black bean can to almost full and rinse it in cold water to "knock the frost off it" :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">Combine all ingredients in a large bowl and enjoy. I typically make this the night before or morning of a get together to let it sit in the fridge and give the flavors time to combine. I also serve it with baked scoops and have been known to use it at room temperature atop a grilled chicken breast.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I can't wait to see others recipes.</span></span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-51539039136373574882009-09-01T21:24:00.005-05:002009-09-01T21:39:34.686-05:00GAG Day 1 Body Shots<div><div><div><div><div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Ok, so I decided to use my workout pants and a snug T-shirt because I saw such great differences when I did this at the beginning of the year yet, to me, I look just as big now as I did 30lbs ago! Ugh. I know its different clothes and to go back to snug fitting makes a difference but its frustrating none the less.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Brush it off...I will look just as different in these same clothes in 16wks from now as I did from Jan 1st compared to 16wks into the year.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"><span style="color:#663300;">Here they are</span>:</span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5376693832902274690" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4XM5d8PMTsjjXheRfKDNJ-SE_eTkvR_kpiqRnNhvrqkI9O_TyQ5rXZFN11MsH_xzQxZy39pbmc48y6L5ZUBGFQNWToG4IO2C0cFRsSeFRQC9Lnx8yKssHmDb-8bDm9egRrkBqXDe-b_Y/s400/Sep+005.jpg" border="0" /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5376693821223860082" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqCHzIl-mXq39mYAOJF8Z8GfSuU8mDiUopt7BeJFOoNPXfCiE86FY7QdLHKAYE84jmNT9VWd6cX9cHOXH4tCGVpa_kLVr0DYtk4HPha-bsduwkakljtv8ornl24DAYUtM2k4UnTXosVdQ/s400/Sep+002.jpg" border="0" /></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5376693819693306786" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjecKz9dEAjds-ETx5SFdm1umDR4bDak7-UjZQra9LbVUTUE7MXCsXvJfoylnKNap9YSjSvO0NAVoNOhgtajD0P-UL5uumMBjDbTNeSC2ORQBp7bDKQII0pT-iQbkoaJu_ItZ6LxzMk_PI/s400/Sep+007.jpg" border="0" /></span></div></div></div></div></div></div>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-40842090221025976882009-09-01T12:23:00.007-05:002009-09-01T13:28:19.796-05:00There is always Tomorrow....<div><div><div><div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Wow, has it really been almost an entire months since I last blogged? I kept meaning to do it....tomorrow. </span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Why do we seem to put off everything, to justify our "cheats" by saying we can always start again tomorrow? I know that I am guilty of this. Heck, all of my diet days would be perfect diets days if only they stopped just after breakfast!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I really started thinking about this when I saw a recent episode of LA Ink (yes, the show about tattoos) I don't normally watch the show but found myself stopped on it when an overweight female comedian asked the star of the show to design a tatoo for her that was an oldtime pocketwatch set to 13 o'clock. It was her explanation of the meaning of this tatoo that struck me. She stated that so many times in her life she thought, "Oh, I'll do that when..." or "Someday/one day I will.." but those some days and one days never came. Kinda like 13 o'clock . . . it was the time that would never come. She felt it was time for her to start living her life, doing the things she has always wanted to do and stop waiting for 13 o'clock.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Maybe you had to see the episode to truly get it like I did ...but maybe not. Why do we wait for tomorrow to start stuff? To do things? I mean isn't there a country song that says "If tomorrow never comes?" Not only will we never lose the weight we will miss out on so many other things.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#663300;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:130%;">One flip side to my tomorrows is that <em>today</em> is always my LAST day of eating poorly so I seem to be in a perpetual binge of things I won't be able to have again for a long time when I start . . . you guessed it, <strong><em>Tomorrow!</em></strong></span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Well, today is my tomorrow to find the strength and determination to get out of neutral and start driving (haha- that pun was not intentional) ... start driving that number on the scale down again.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Over the Summer I saw <strong>212.6</strong> on that all too truthful scale and sadly, today just 7 short weeks later, this is what I looked down at:</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5376566641358010818" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 180px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinfw9X8liTz0db-0P_VqojEKNyMJ_eG6cEcQ4m4qLg7HzW_u-6zkJmMykg8kkqWRXedZ24hPNe57V1aKmtZF7Lo1EIZOBtOHK5og4P_FnyFITEJeTjTqYzRjlRO4Oll9HtYIzTHL2kC4M/s320/35+Wk.jpg" border="0" /></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:85%;">*feel free to tilt your head to the left to view my weight as I have tried a dozen times to get the picture to load correctly and it just won't . . . no, my pic isnt saved with this orientation. It views correctly on my drive and turning it then loading it only had it load w/ my turn...very bizzare.</span></div><div><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I had truly hoped to be nearing ONEderland by the end of the Summer and instead I'm going to have to <strong><u>re-lose</u> 13lbs</strong> before I start seeing new low numbers on that darned scale. But that's ok, because I have maintained a 30lbs loss. I have stopped putting off until tomorrow and I'm back on track! (I will post profile pics when I get home and take them in my workout clothes . . . sans the oversized shirt they typically hide under)</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#663300;"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">Thank you Shiela for starting the </span><a href="http://gag2009.blogspot.com/"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#006600;">Give yourself A Gift</span></a><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;"> challenge. I look forward to making new friendships and seeing just how hefty a gift we each can give ourselves in the next 16wks!</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">What have you been putting off until tomorrow that you will do today!?</span></div></div></div></div>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-38130670073839583632009-08-05T23:24:00.002-05:002009-08-05T23:36:53.381-05:00Week 31 ~ Weigh In<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">This morning the number on the scale shocked me back into submission...err, I mean reality. :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I have wasted the last 3 wks going UP the scale instead of down. I am up 8lbs and am actually a little heavier than I was at the end of May which means I have basically wasted the Summer as far as weight <strong><em>loss</em></strong> progress goes. It is not as if I am surprised by the gain. I know exactly what I have been doing that caused it. I have been starting most every day with a new resolve and doing really well the majority of every day until I get home and am sitting alone in the dark watching TV late in the evening. It is then that my mind wanders .... into the pantry and wonders "What can I eat?". Unfortunately my mind is quite creative in the snack making category because its not like I stock chips or ice cream etc but I have still found things to gorge on and tonight is the first night I have bothered to resist. Honestly, tonight I have not even been tempted. I wish it hadn't taken a complete Summer backslide to get me back on track but I believe from here on it will be easier. I have new resolve and despite the fact that my problem staying on track has nothing to do with at work tempations I now have two more people in my office who are watching what they eat. My assistant recently started on WW and a co-worker is in Phase 1 of South Beach. I think the additional surrounding support will be helpful.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I will have to weigh in early next week as I am going to take my kids to visit my grandparents out of state. For anyone who's followed my blog for any length of time this means temptations like the homemade bread turned French Toast. Yum!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">How many times will I have to struggle before I get to goal and can begin the struggle of maintenance?</span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-90310269170118693132009-07-28T00:18:00.003-05:002009-07-28T00:25:47.065-05:00<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Self-Sabotage</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Self-Indulgent</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Self-Pity...NO</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Gluttonous & Guilty</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#663300;">One Month = 6lb <em>lost</em></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#663300;">One Week = 6lbs <strong>gained</strong></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Why?</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">What does it matter...</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Make a Plan</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Take Action</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Get Moving</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Get back to Losing</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Put it behind me</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Week 30 may as well be Week 1</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I'm still here</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I haven't given up</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I am strong</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Self-Reliant</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Self-Sufficient</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I will persevere!</span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-28284894965316535242009-07-24T11:55:00.002-05:002009-07-24T12:04:15.261-05:00Week 29 Weigh In ~ Going the wrong way<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">UGH! 3lb gain this week. I did really well during the known challenges, birthday celebrations etc. Unscheduled night shift and then, probably in the wake of being tired and aggrevated on Monday I started down the slippery slope of bad choices. I ate too much or just plain "bad" things and sadly have not yet broken hold of this compulsion to eat and eat and eat.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">It does seem a cycle with me every so many months to have a set back yet other than realizing I'm in one I have yet to figure out how to break free from it - or better yet, avoid it all together.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I guess I have many months and pounds to figure this out so that maybe, just maybe, when I get to maintenance I might not have to struggle to STOP overeating but be able to stop it before it begins. </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I'm back to 40lbs lost and I am still proud of myself. I need to get my latest update pictures taken and posted. Definitely will be in a different shirt because I lost the one I had been using on a tube shut when floating a local river yesterday. Yes, I sat in a tube and floated a river for 4-5hrs yesterday and THAT wouldn't have happened 40lbs ago!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Anyone out there have any suggestions on how to stop a binge either before it starts or while in the throws of it?</span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-45414807985859265672009-07-15T16:34:00.002-05:002009-07-15T16:41:32.630-05:00Week 28 Weigh In<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">Short post, having friends over for dinner and doubt I'll get on the computer at all tonight so before I leave work I thought I'd let the blog world know, because I know you are anxious to know, that this week I lost another <strong>1.6lbs</strong> this week!! Yea. I've been really, really good with food and had one good long walk.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">That brings me to a total of 43lbs gone....forever this time!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">Now I'm off to slice red potatoes and grill a bunch of chicken. I even made a WW dip and bought one bag of baked scoops. The guys will eat the regular chips as they drink beer. I will enjoy in much moderation as I have been saving up for a splurge this coming Friday. Girlfriends + birthday = time to let loose - - at least a little! :)</span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-64485813941381139412009-07-13T04:32:00.003-05:002009-07-13T05:10:18.556-05:00Where I've been, where I am, and where I'm going<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I was recently trying to better organize my closet and drawers etc when I came across a couple of dresses that inspired this post. </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">The first dress is one that I bought for my brothers wedding in October of last year. I wore this same dress for our company Christmas party in December and distinctly recall feeling HUGE that night and hating the picture that was taken of all of the people from my department. I wondered what I weighed then and how different the dress would look now that I've lost weight. Well, rather than try to describe for you the difference let's take a look at photographic evidence shall we?</span><br /><div><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">This is the picture taken at our Company Christmas party. I went back and looked at my weight tracker on WW and I weighed around 5lbs less when this was taken than I did at the beginning of the year when I started this particular journey and blog.</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">This is where I've been:</span></div><div><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357882035739186978" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 108px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsHuTUHS_SX7FOLSb-XVTgwnpKeO3suHUB7t2o5eoyl8FdGmAr5Rg9HNCxaR0ayXpWRhZgza-DIF5dfeugB8Og3ikim0hPGo2bSOjJG0LiqtoiE8EP4-2zri6nYFhs12kVDUoVP6uvGjU/s400/dec+08.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">The next picture was taken today, 27 1/2 weeks into my weightloss journey and around 37lbs less than in the previous picture. </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">This is where I am: </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357882044824942162" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 197px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3YkkVFdJxO6m1HcgKKekG4lxYmLqd0Xd0Py1931aewvI5uDHlbS2tgmaLBbBukCl7-fG1I1aQGwV4xKpYqswu87xkyj12o_T4Z7jECWPENQ2-WVICGhrY3zlNR5O-dG9sqLaUhxCzRO0/s400/jul+024.jpg" border="0" /><br /><span style="color:#663300;">(I realize the original picture isn't the best but I think you really can see the difference in size of my booty!)</span><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I also saw a dress hanging there, so lonely in my closet, that I wore when we went on a cruise with a large group of friends back in 2006. At that time I was 20lbs from where I think I would be happy as a goal weight. <em>Silly, silly girl. Why did you let yourself get so big again?</em> So I thought that it might be just as worthwhile to see where I am currently in that same dress vs. where I hope to one day be. (again)</span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">This is where I am: (apologies for the girls being so prominently displayed but, well, the dress covered more when there was less to cover! :)</span></div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357882052431831682" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 321px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1gn2AfHfmI5C1KeHp1mgoMjxJBzzSY8J-BjCgFyEmyCUH1BkOA63-WQgsp3VzEAddlGqDb_SvlyESoURIXYOEbFxomjmSLwj0L-nqFVLEDJI7HQAgECeMmuzZPqSit9LPRox2buiPPhs/s400/jul+025.jpg" border="0" /> <div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">This is where I want to be: (relatively anyway)</span></div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357882043345725858" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 264px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEyptVuciT2XjA8A8ujKpa_4PZ2wl8QoeK5cLFCiKYImcNVjkn_aYcxauVZZXRpKpa5yT6UgIJFwJVTS8NJFsCZuXW4xwaaU72V1PEcFNdYVvdKTgpnc7YrhghcejiGmfKA9PZMEETqp4/s400/2006.JPG" border="0" /> <div><em>*at the time of posting I was unable to find the full length pic of me in this dress. I guess it was taken by someone else. I will have to find it and scan it later today.</em></div><div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Pictures really do say a lot don't they? I am due to take another update picture this week as well and I'm thinking it's time for me to find a new outfit that will continue to show the progress I make from here forward. The current shirt is so large now it just isn't a good choice anymore.</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I am hoping these pictures will remind me of where I've been (and never want to go back), of where I am (and have worked hard to get here...again) and of where I'm going...only this time I'm setting up permant residence in Maintenanceville!!</span></div></div>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-49215232182021883122009-07-08T12:46:00.004-05:002009-07-08T23:52:04.820-05:00Week 27 ~ Successful Switch<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">I was very nervous about the shock my body might experience making the switch from low carb back to Weight Watchers. I do know it had an effect on the scale and, well, I guess that's more what I was nervous about. I started back on WW immediately after WI last Wed morning and tried to not just go carb crazy. I have been concentrating on eating more healthfully and trying not just to get in my "healthy 8" but also make certain things even more healthy. I've taken some tips from various bloggers and have added fresh spinach to a few of my smoothies this week. You really can't taste it and it gives you an extra boost of vitamins etc - first thing in the morning that must be a good thing right? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">Today I did my first smoothie with kefir rather than yogurt and even opted to try light vanilla soymilk in place of my 1% milk. I may have, for today, done too many changes at once. I didn't care as much for my smoothie this morning as any other but I'm willing to keep trying.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">I only walked the two times at the inviation of my friend but ....</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">....mid post I had an employee call in sick for work and so I had to drop everything and go in and cover. Now, about 12hrs later, I don't know where I was going with that. I do intend to get to working out again I just haven't applied myself to making it happen rather than just think about making it happen.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">This week I actually did register a loss despite the shock and am happy to say I'm down another 0.2lbs! I'm glad the switch back to WW was successful.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">This next week will be dedicated to getting back into the routine of exercising and trying a few new recipes or changes.</span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-9904267145390556482009-07-05T22:07:00.004-05:002009-07-06T14:45:13.926-05:00Ch..Ch...Ch...Changes<span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">I switched back to following Weight Watchers first thing Wednesday morning after doing low carb for three weeks.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">I have been journaling all of my food and haven't gone over my points. If anything I've had a low point day but it wasn't intentional. I've also struggled with the points juggling on the days I work overnight and end up being up for 24hrs or so.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">The best part of my week thus far is that thanks to a good </span></span><a href="http://downwiththefat.blogspot.com/"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663333;">friend</span></a><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"> I've finally started moving again! I've joined her for nice long walks twice in the last three days. Luckily for me she has a cool iphone with an app for telling us just how far we've walked, how long it took us, average MPH etc. :) After not doing anything for almost a month I've walked almost 9miles in the past few days. My calves are sore and surprisingly my back is tight. Maybe its the inclines? I've kinda missed the soreness of repairing muscles. Is this what was meant by hurts so good? :0)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">The scale is up 1 1/2lbs from Wednesdays weigh in and I'm trying hard to convince myself that it is but a temporary thing that what the scale says matters less than the fact that I'm eating right and exercising.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">My biggest concern of late is that as I've said, I'm <em>feeling</em> thinner <strong>and</strong> better and typically when this starts happening is when I allow myself to slide so I'm making a concentrated effort to stay on track.</span></span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-52854108066177074762009-07-01T12:04:00.003-05:002009-07-01T13:11:43.249-05:00Week 26 Weigh In<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I just can't believe that half the year is gone! Where ever did it go? I am proud to say that I have spent the past 6months losing weight rather than gaining or even maintaining. I have exercised more than I typically would have despite the fact that it is less than I could have or should have. That would be the thing I will work on the most over the last half of the year. Dedicate myself to eating healthier and moving more. I would LOVE to lose as much the second half of the year as I did Jan - Jun!</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Speaking of weight loss...I managed to make both of the challenges I have been a part of. Ang at <a href="http://getfitby40.blogspot.com/2009/05/get-fit-after-40-summer-challenge_30.html"><span style="color:#006600;">Get fit After 40</span> </a>challenged us to lose a healthy 5lb/mo over the Summer and <a href="http://jackfit.blogspot.com/"><span style="color:#006600;">Jack Sh*T</span></a> did his first ever challenge for those who may lose a little more slowly, Lord knows I've had my low loss, no loss weeks. Despite gaining 5lbs over the first part of June (vacation) I was able to get rid of that wt and an additional 5.4lbs this month! This week the scale was down <strong>2.8lbs</strong>. Wow. That is truly wonderful.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I also am back on Weight Watchers as of this morning. I really missed certain carbs and just don't think I could have continued on that for much longer. It may be a good switch once in a great while to get the scale moving again. I have always said you need to mix it up and keep your body guessing! ;)</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I also will be <em>slowly</em> introducing the carbs back into my diet as opposed to going full stop today. You see, I normally have oatmeal or cereal for breakfast and snacks such as 100cal popcorn, Fiber One bar etc. The lunches and dinners were not really that diffferent. Lean protein and veggies (I'll just stick to the lower carb veggies for awhile) and the low fat/fat free versions of things like cheese and sourcream.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I'm afraid that switching back to WW and re-introducing myself to </span><a href="http://wii.ign.com/articles/944/944037p1.html"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#006600;">My Fitness Coach</span></a><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"> will put enough of a shock on my system that I probably won't see much/if any loss this week. Remind me of that when I'm bummed next Wed ok?</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I appreciate all of your kind words on my last post. I still am not sure where I will go with that. Isn't the first step recognizing/admitting you have a problem? </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I am still here. I am feeling thinner, feeling better and hope to start feeling stronger. I find motivation in many places these days: in the way I feel, that I am not alone in this journey, that I am setting an example for my kids and that I am making the kind of changes that will benefit me healthwise and my family for many many years to come.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Of course, its easier to be motivated when the scale is moving down like you want so where do you find motivation both in success' and more importantly when you are not seeing the scale move as you would like?</span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-17255303590676409622009-06-28T04:17:00.004-05:002009-06-28T05:47:41.180-05:00I am an Addict<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">I recently watched an episode of </span><a href="http://www.tnt.tv/series/savinggrace/"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Saving Grace</span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"> in which the main character, Det. Grace Hanadarko, goes undercover in Alcoholics Annonymous meetings in order to solve a possible homicide. During the show the signs of being an Alcoholic are discussed and although drinking alone and eating alone may both be signs of different addictions what struck a chord with me were the words of one of the Alcoholics as she describes to Grace how she has managed to stay sober for as long as she had. (if I recall correctly it was 6mo & some days) The way she said she mananged to do it was to simply fight the urge: minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, etc. It was a constant struggle.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">The next day I found myself talking myself out of a binge. It was a constant flow of no, you don't really want it. No, you really shouldn't do it....eat it. You will undo all that you've worked so hard to accomplish. A couple of hours past and still the random thought of, "I could have...." or "I could make..." and those words of an addict from the show came to mind and I realized.. <strong>I am addicted to food!! </strong>I had to make a conscious effort <strong>not</strong> to allow myself to give in to what my mind told me I wanted. I wasn't hungry. I most certainly didn't <em>need</em> any of what I was craving. It was mental.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I'm not sure yet exactly what to make of this realization. I knew I could get out of control, I knew I was capable of binging and definitely knew I was a secret eater but to truly put it in the perspective of being addicted. I will need time to wrap my head around it. The only thing I know for sure is this is why this has always been, and always will be, a struggle for me. I have heard it said that addicts do better when they choose different friends, different environments. Ones that reduce the risk of them having a setback but how do you not be at risk for eating!? I must learn to control myself around food - that part truly isn't the hard part. The hard part for me will be controlling myself when no one is around. No eyes watching to judge what I'm consuming. No one to answer to by myself.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">Hmmmm. Just something to ponder for now I guess.</span></span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-79730389187281039422009-06-24T12:43:00.004-05:002009-06-24T13:20:10.450-05:00Week 25 Weigh In<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">Wow, a whole week at home went by and I never made it back to post. I really have not even made it to read many other blogs. Things are crazy at work right now, have had three people resign in last month and fortunately we have three new people in various stages of training but we already were short so we're still treading water. I am working weekend nights which is vastly different than my normal M-F gig and I've tried hard not to let it effect my diet.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I've stuck to low carb induction despite the baby showere with WONDERFUL cake, cookies etc. Father's Day and my daughters bday. On her birthday she wanted to go to the movies - mmmm movie theater popcorn with lots of what they call "buter" and jalepenos. Let's just say I was VERY tempted to eat it with them and only allowed myself a single handful! After the movie she chose to invite grandparents and Aunt & Uncle over for a brownie sundae bar. Now THAT was tempting. Brownies with little peanut butter cups, various ice cream flavors, chocolate & caramel sauces, whipped cream and sprinkles. I did have some whip cream, but <strong><u>that's it!</u></strong> I guess my resolve has stood firm mainly because I know its the only thing I'm doing. I have not been able to get back on track with exercise and so any slip could be a fatal tumble.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">This past weekend I also went back to look at figure out how I've done for the <a href="http://www.fitago.com/group/lose25poundsbyendofsummer"><span style="color:#006600;">Fitago challenge</span></a> and was a little upset that from the time I entered the challenge in mid April to last weeks WI I'd only lost 4.8lbs! This didn't stay with me long as I shortly there after entered my recent WI into my weightwatchers.com profile and it showed me that for the 24wks I've been on program I'd lost an average of 1.4lbs/wk WOW! Really? Even with a month off (combined business trips and vacation) with the vacation gain etc? Now how can someone be upset with an average like that?! I mean, if I maintained an average loss like that I just might be 38lbs lighter by New Years! :)</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I think I'm going to continue low carb, just not as drastic as low as induction for a few more days and perhaps a week. I still had some low carb items that would be WW no-nos in my fridge and pantry that I just can't let go to waste and think I can stick it out a bit longer without my oatmeal, cereal or fresh fruit til then.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">This week was a good one. The scale was down another <strong>2.8lbs</strong>, 2.2lbs of which is NEW Loss! That means <strong>I've lost a total of 38.4lbs</strong> thus far and am really, really hoping to make the 40lb mark next week.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I intend to start moving - but don't we all know about good intensions. :) I'm afraid the My Fitness Coach will ask me who I am when I start her up again. lol</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">Overall I'm feeling thinner. I'm pleasantly surprised when things slip on without effort or I'm just not disgusted with what is facing me in the mirror. Its that inner self that for me right now is happy. She hasn't registered a "fat day" in awhile and that is good. I think it is this <em>feeling</em> that has been my biggest motivator in recent weeks.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">What keeps you motivated?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">*this post will be edited this evening to include most recent scale pic - forgot the camera on the bathroom counter after taking the pic this morning.</span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-38274502151075019012009-06-17T11:19:00.003-05:002009-06-19T12:23:32.395-05:00Week 24 Weigh In<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">If I was being truly honest I would say that I was a bit bummed when I got on the scale this morning. Not because I didn't lose but because after a full week on low carb induction I had "only" lost 4.4lbs. Now, before you take offense to me saying only to such a great number, I was bummed because I weigh almost daily on had lost 4.4 as of Saturday....so that means from Sat to Wed no more loss! :( I am happy with 4.4 that means I have gotten rid of almost all the vacation gain I just don't know what has caused the stall. Perhaps my body is in rebellion for not being given oatmeal, cereal, fresh fruit or fiber ones bars it has become so accustom to. Perhaps the lack of fiber is catching up with me. (sorry if TMI) Either way I will stick out one more week doing low carb induction before going back to my Weight Watchers plan.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I think the next couple weeks may prove challenging as I am going to have to work mostly weekend nights for a bit. Pretty drastic change from my normal 9-5 Mon-Fri but with the kids out for summer it means more time with them and maybe, just maybe, more chance for moving. Walking, swimming etc.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I am looking forward to the change. It may finally afford me the chance to get caught up on all the blog reading I missed while on vacation too.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">Here's to kicking butt - or rather, getting RID of butt the rest of June. I have 5.6lbs to lose to meet my June goal and I don't intend to fail.</span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-21420868493291588302009-06-13T22:19:00.004-05:002009-06-13T22:59:57.601-05:00This WW Journey has been temporarily interrupted<span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#663300;">No, I have not stopped trying to lose nor have I strayed from my weightloss journey. Please, let me explain. I am a Weight Watcher. I really like the program because it allows me to eat whatever I want so long as I account for it and for those really "bad" things I find it a fun challenge to find a way to make them healthier & better for me. (lower points)</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">That said, after recent, absolutely incredible fabulous and awesome two full week family vacation that miraculously resulted in "only" a 5lb weight gain I realized that even if I lost the full 5lbs my first week back I would have "wasted" <strong><em>three weeks</em></strong> maintaining! Now I'm not knocking maintenance. It has always elluded me or I wouldnt be here. I've been losts thinner in years past. The hardest part has always been keeping it off. I'm not sure what caused me to make this decision but during the day on Wednesday I started thinking about low carb and how quickly the weight can come off while doing it. (You see, I first learned about low carb many years ago from a Dr and may have turned on a couple of my </span></span><a href="http://downwiththefat.blogspot.coml/"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">friends</span></a><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#663300;"> to it) I made the decision to do the low carb induction for two weeks. I really really wanted to get the vacation gain off as quickly as possible and start moving the scale a bit more quickly than it did for the 8wks I was doing the Sizzlin Hot for Summer Challenge.</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">I know that this change will only be temporary because for me low carb doesn't work long term. I don't have any problems with others for whom it works but for me it simply causes me to carb crave and I tend to be more likely to carb binge. Doing low carb for me does not take away my cravings like it does for my friend </span></span><a href="http://downwiththefat.blogspot.com/2009/06/why-low-carb.html"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#009900;">Lucrecia</span></a><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#663300;"><span style="color:#009900;">.</span> I end up just wanting what I "can't" have while with Weight Watchers I can have whatever I want so long as I account for it. I do eat whole wheats instead of white pastas and breads and overall I just find it easier to teach my children how to eat healthy if I am leading by example rather than having a different meal than they are.</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">This is my choice, my journey.</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">That said, the scale has already begun to move swiftly. I don't know how long it will continue to move as swiftly as the first few days but I also am not certain I can continue low carb for more than a couple weeks. Especially because I am doing the much lower carb induction phase. Tomorrow will truly be a test. My mother and I are hosting the post baby shower for my sister in law and spent the majority of the day making chicken salads, pasta salad, cutting up fruit etc. I know I can have one of the chicken salads but the true hurdle will be the cake and cookies my mom ordered from a local bakery. You see, these particular iced sugar cookies are ones that in the past I have gone out of my way to buy and eat in the car so no one would know. I even used to buy the bags of broken pieces they would sell and eat the whole thing myself. They are so good. I will be strong. I am worth it and, well, to take a line from WW "Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels." - its just been so long since I was thin I think cheesecake tastes pretty darn close! lol</span></span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-15432404294602483252009-06-10T19:05:00.004-05:002009-06-10T19:30:07.554-05:00Wk 23 Weigh In ~ Facing the scale after Vacation<div><div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">My entire family and I had an absolutely <em>incredible</em> two week vacation!! I was a little nervous about getting on the scale this morning but knew it was the first step to getting back on track to losing the remainder of the weight I feel I need to lose. As I stepped on the scale this is what I saw:</span></div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345859762233392514" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 185px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglCsvAlM70ygbA4gnktHx19BeHZefte_fII_RQAVQaTE-WTIuUimhbwvYPaBYcw8VmObmUn_nhCOrAHdSO3n3LJTVa8Ml1aTDHCOW917zOO1jRY97fqMEr1QhF4qh5FrCqYwpTs2m-1PI/s320/IMG_7083.JPG" border="0" /><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I must say, I expected it to be more. Overall a 5lb gain is not very much for <u>two weeks</u> of vacation. I have gained that easily over any given weekend and actually joke about that all the time. Some people go nuts over a 5lb gain and I have always said I could do that in a weekend. I only hope that I can get rid of it as easily.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I am not quite done with all the laundry that follows such a long vacation and the kids are saying they are hungry - darn it no more sending them to the "Towncenter" with a Disney key/pass and letting them pick up their own dinner. I'm guessing I'm going to have to cook! *gasp* So for now only the weigh in update.</span></div><br /><span style="color:#663300;">Oh, ooooK. I can't resist a couple pics. I got to meet "Kitty!" (I just love the movie Monsters Inc) and the second picture is of my family on the beach in St. Augustine just after my niece's wedding ceremony.<br /></span><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345859754415223218" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPIEmxSMlWUBO04yfvU3_EuwnupFBDxVZT6CsgVtL349FZ6C1VRApyeb43IoGHIoSi8Bj-ZSsgpt8gpTVEDbMXUKxLq_bOIDLwQyPmluxQ-lTaF92HDeCKQJHesFOsZvmM2kfLMGPIDQk/s320/IMG_6668.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345859763505238546" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgkqWlWR7zclfIpyWLpXG4Dh3UbGsRfhO1OFRvabMPFQqJVTNChhQQJ44X7tV2vSFtCijpUvahxoVgJuQ79L9riVz0OYpw0pgJ4RkZYvjNrxOnHyfyJsE9UCXgfK6YIyhbOujUSTViFskI/s320/IMG_6489.JPG" border="0" /></div></div></div>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-59047180352673551522009-06-08T18:44:00.000-05:002009-06-08T18:54:36.136-05:00Vacation UpdateI'm not sure how well a post from my blackberry will work but we have been just too busy having a FANTASTIC time to be online. My family & I left hm 12days ago and have been non-stop since. A weekend in St Augustine, FL for niece's wedding then 7days at a Disney resort. All four Disney parks as well as Universal Studios & Universal Islands of Adventure. The saving grace to having gotten the "quick service meal plan" at the resort would be all the walking we did at every park. It probably averaged about 20,000 steps a day. One was 24k & one was "only" 14k. I honestly have NO IDEA what the scale will show when I return hm & don't care. I have had a BLAST and will get right back on track when I get home. <br /><br />I must say that I am SOOOO glad I lost what I did before the trip. I can not imagine my hips fitting in some of the seats for the extreme roller coasters if they were any larger than they are now and I can't imagine having missed those! I also saw a big bonus in most of my capris being so loose or comfortable rather than tight.<br /><br />We are only just driving hm and won't be back until probably tomorrowq night so my "normal" Wednesday WI will take place on Thursday this week.<br /><br />Hope you all have been doing well on your journeys. Can't wait to get back to it!Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-42653579411615139802009-05-27T09:37:00.004-05:002009-05-27T10:06:55.219-05:00Week 21 Weigh In ~ Final WI SH4SC<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">Excuse me<em>....((clears throat))</em> </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">EXCUSE ME!!??</span></strong> </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">Please clear a path and make room for my HaPpY dAnCe!!!! ( (<em>dances and spins around the room like a complete idiot</em>) ) Here is what the scale showed me this morning....a new decade!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;"></span><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340519828475135730" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 181px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3kVQsEUzV9OI_NHKC05LUerbJT8TLjt_QpHJMZBcdBCoRWuD4FCyqdeRAswX8h7VBDXwphUZ8fxTrHUohS2S-Ecc_JYv_tt4zlFC6DIecEttT4UvY0OAGeh-1G9iGBgkxVVmbqVTTeJY/s320/Apr+029.jpg" border="0" /> <span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">Ok, so overall the past couple months haven't proven to be very significant in the way of pounds lost in comparison with the previous months but this morning not only did I see that the weight I had gained was gone but I managed to lose an <u>additional </u><strong>2.8lbs!! Can I get a Wooo Hooo!!??</strong> This loss brings me to a grand total of <strong>36.2lbs</strong> gone. Not to shabby for just 21wks. If I continued to average that 1.7lbs/wk I'd be to my goal by the end of the year or at least within my goal range. You see, I'm not entirely sure that I want to weigh something specific so much as I know how I want to<u> <em>feel</em></u> and in recent years I've been 40lbs lighter than I am now felt like I still had some work to do which is how I set my current goal.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">Anyhow enough of that! Today was my final weigh in before I leave on vacation for two weeks. That's right, TWO WEEKS!! Family wedding in Florida followed by 7days on a Walt Disney resort visiting the various parks. I can't wait! Today is also the final weigh in for the Sizzling Hot for Summer Challenge and I managed to lose 8lbs during the course of the 8wk challenge. I'd hoped for more like 18 but I'll take the 8!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">I did take some comparision pictures for the challenge but don't see a significant change. Will get those posted later. I really should get back to work. :)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">May each of you reading this have a great next couple of weeks. I think that I just might pack my scale when I pack tonight. It sure kept me on track when I took it with me out of town a few weeks ago compared to the trip I didn't pack it.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-73005303070642415932009-05-20T22:03:00.007-05:002009-05-20T23:16:34.854-05:00Week 20 ~ Weigh In<span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#663300;">I started out this journey feeling like I needed as much accountability as possible. The more avenues of accountability I had the more likely I would be to see this through to the end and not give up or or be able to quit.</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">This blog was one of those means of accountability despite the fact that I only ever specifically shared it with a couple of friends. Another was that I asked a male co-worker if he would mind me reporting to him every Wednesday. He didn't have to do anything other than receive my weekly updates. This particular man is fit, athletic and blessed with a high metabolism. I felt that perhaps simply the thought of having to report a "bad" week to him just might help to keep me on track. Why do I mention this now? I mention it because for <strong>nineteen</strong> weeks he has never asked <em>me</em> for my weekly update. I've always given it to him whether that be early, just after weighing, mid morning when I finally get to post and/or check other blogs and on occasion it has waited until sometime in the evening. He graciously comments, congratulates or encourages (have had a couple small gains) but this morning before I had even weighed....feeling a little lazy and knowing I was going to show a gain...I get a text that says, "How many?" <strong><em>He</em></strong> was initiating the update!! Ugh!! I took it as a sign. I'd asked him to take my updates as a means to keep me accountable and now, in the throws of my inability to get back on track he was doing just that - <strong>keeping me accountable</strong>. When I stepped on the scale a short time later it was no surprise that I was maintaining my little more than 3lb gain. The good news is that I'm back on track. That was just push that I needed to stop my over indulgence. I have spent one whole day back on track, eating right, no excessive or fatty/sugary snacking and plenty of water.</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">Yea for back on track and most of all YEAAAAA for vacation in only one week!</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">Week 20 also meant another set of progress pictures. I think I'm at the point where I need to get a smaller shirt for the progress photos. The shirt has gotten so large that it won't continue to show progress very well. The jeans will continue to fit for awhile. Gotta love the stretch they put in jeans these days. For the before pics it took quite a bit of squirming and tugging to get those jeans on and buttoned and now every week I have to wash and dry them (girls you know about driers and jeans). </span></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#663300;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#663300;">As the first portion of my journey - Trek to Vacation - comes to a close I feel like its time to set some more goals. At this point there's only one that comes to mind:</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">Goal for End of Summer: ONEderland!!</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">I must fight to stay in the game, I must fight to get to the goal, and most importantly I must fight to change my ways and no longer allow myself to get derailed when I start feeling good about myself or start getting comments/compliments on my weightloss thus far. I dont know why I tend to drail at the first sign of success but I will strive to change that bad habit just as I must change how I eat and how much I move.</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">I'm still in this...who is with me?</span></span></span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-21278804377006825892009-05-17T22:22:00.003-05:002009-05-17T22:54:19.917-05:00Week 19 Weigh In ~ A Little Late<div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">So much to report on in the last week. Let me start with, I am <u>done</u> with business trips for quite awhile and now have only 10days until I leave for a much anticipated <strong>two week</strong> vacation!</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">This past trip to Denver was only suppose to be 5days and I had made arrangements to fly up early on Monday so that a friend and I could hike a local State Park. We got a 5mile hick in that was absolutely gorgeous. I love the beauty of the mountains. We then spent the next evening watching the season finale of Biggest Loser together (we had watched the entire season "together" despite the vast miles between us and time zone difference, texting each other through every episode - watching it together in person while drinking 1pt margaritas was much more fun!)</span></div><div><span style="color:#663300;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337006235174385266" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5_CMF-wuwoi-oMd7gMMaFlSN8DZPumhGH3EPrytKggATDegPwKC2deq1DGvwMDfdCXZSGfJ447DsPcGRBgrRVJct5wQevPt8bPsDBLbemMrkMz9z5ZqBWYp-jLHOpI9kJf8BjWGi_CjE/s320/IMG_6127.JPG" border="0" /></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I didnt pack my scale this trip and perhaps I should have considering the derailing I experienced that began on the Wed of Wk 18 weigh in. I had somehow come up with this analogy because falling off the wagon just didn't seem to do it justice. I think what I did was climb up the ladder of the high dive and go head first into the deep end of self indulgence. It was not pretty, it was physically painful at times, and was incredibly tasty at other times. I returned from my trip and was determined to own up to my destructive behavior to be completely and absolutely floored to see that 10days after my last trip to the scale, and many, many poor decisions, I was only about 3lbs up - considering all that I had ingested, TOM, and the elevation change during my trip (which causes water retention/dehydration) I was delighted. Not delighted enough to put myself completely back on track but I'm also not still treading water in the deep end. I think I might be at the stairs and climbing out of the pool....I hope to be out of the water when I wake in the morning and right back on the wagon. So officially, I have nothing to report for WI that was due Wed May 13th....I don't know what I weighed.</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">The absolute <strong>best</strong> part of my crazy week since my last post was that on Wed of this week I found out that my sister-in-law was going to be induced on Friday morning so I canceled my last night in the hotel in Denver and changed my flight to be back home on Thursday night so we could be at the hospital with her on Friday morning. My nephew was born at 209pm on Friday. Of course he is <em>adorable</em> and we are blessed that he is absolutely healthy. </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;"></span></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337006228501138978" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 297px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmSzZwSusID9DmILkn1aGWkzqLUqx0LIwCxVGQSPGkKGLVxz-2fOQo32wZaseXQSShOZaVkqIGJpThCcDlT3tpxpmK5zoue6boOxaUEjn4jbc-5-NAtOns0sgcBjeCL6px_CgHB4JTYto/s320/IMG_6327a.JPG" border="0" /><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">I will have to spend some time of the next couple of evenings catching up with everyone from the SH4SC...I just haven't had/made the time to be online lately. </span><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#663300;">Here's to two more great weigh ins until this challenge is over and I'm off and on vacation! :)</span></div></div>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3901907077221632287.post-13890993188449672262009-05-06T15:19:00.003-05:002009-05-06T15:29:46.346-05:00Wk 18 Weigh In – SHFSC Wk 5<div><div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Allow me to concentrate on NSVs for this week – what does that tell you about how I’m feeling scale wise? :)</span></div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"><div><br />All in all I am proud to say that over the last two weeks, of which I was gone from home for 10days, I was able to lose 1.2lbs. That’s a victory in and of itself despite the fact that I had hoped desperately to be able to hit the 35lbs lost mark. Alas, I <strong>gained 0.2lbs</strong> from last Wednesday and will leave again on Monday to go to Denver for the week. The conference I attended wasn’t the culprit of the gain since I was working out more than ever and managed to eek out a loss that first Wednesday but instead it was my grandmothers homemade bread I am certain. I had toast every day and one day indulged in two pieces of that wonderful bread made into French toast! YUM!! Might I add, totally worth it!! My exercise from the conference came to grinding <strong>halt </strong>the morning I left and instead I did something else more than I have in a long time – I went to church! Now mind you I had planned on going to church on Sunday morning but didn’t realize their church would be in the midst of what I refer to as a rival when I arrived and so not only did I go on Sunday morning but on Friday and Saturday nights as well. It was good to get to hear my cousin sing her solo piece with the choir and be singled out as the 10th visitor from a different state during their week long “camp meeting” by the preacher (who also happens to be a cousin).</div><div><br />This morning, when the scale didn’t miraculously show a loss I decided it was time to go shopping in my closet and I was very happy to find two pairs of jeans that I was able to get into for the first time in quite awhile! Sadly, the pair that fit better have a hole beginning to form in the hind end so I won't be able to wear them but I think they would have looked pretty darn good. (the other pair won’t be seeing the outside of my house for a few more pounds). If it wasn’t getting so dang hot around here I’d probably go buy another pair just like these:</div><div> </div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332809857480197602" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 277px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgj7FbXH24Wn2nh9OrDz5rYFA5fFd1dZZYiRQeun-MhBTRORAbdA8IdbxHDXN7z0sTyHSCyV-H-Bg4fVTR48x2tlpaplOzgIPQeHvtYdhwAhXNsC1LFkng-RJv5NlpujM0xPyPqOxRnlEE/s320/Apr+005.jpg" border="0" /></span></div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;"></span><br /><p><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#663300;">*pls excuse the dirty mirror & slightly blurry pic - have you ever tried to take a pic of your own tushy? :) oh, and see the snag/hole?...darn it.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#663300;">Lastly, I had recently ordered a couple of new work shirts in size Large instead of XLs and when I opened the box yesterday was disheartened to see a shirt that I figured was also several wks (months) out from being able to be worn. Surprise, surprise, I tried it on and it <strong><u>fit</u></strong> – no stretching required (you ladies know what I’m talking about). What do you think? I'm pretty psyched.</p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332809857932598754" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 308px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOOeY8ZdclncCxpIw_NogZhRr_9hy6CS5PrqjDSSQd6ZlOBFgJXFRlrVtV-K1TH4EJLKemL_SMxv8Yt4NycVMiwJN-JO93pMFIhDwG5B2vG263N5B3TDotG20Cy8or1b8mdxVpe0LG1TM/s320/Apr+007.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br />So, no loss showing on the scale this week, thankfully not a large gain either but a couple of NSVs and a positive outlook on the current week!<br /><br />Oh, and here’s a pic of the French toast…. Just because it really was yummy! (pay no attention to the pork fat that found its way to the plate)<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332809861895863938" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikrCnoNt4Ilx3a6RB-48BwPUBgH6HxgK00D3PPmRF2vZgny3uXuMcmlGXQ4jDSlnlco40pywbLN7f6ajH49R_kiM4tJiznG2XaUSlbqFjAfX7f3zLCQ1FN1ITz6NKluX1fdBo1JzLYDuc/s320/Apr+319.jpg" border="0" /></span><br /></span>Melisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05267481531393911986noreply@blogger.com10